Hey, it’s my blog and I can swear if I want to.

This year, May was probably the best month so far. I peaked in so many ways. Fitness wise, happiness wise, life wise, weight wise, blog wise.

Things went downhill around mid June. The half marathon was over and I wasn’t doing long runs anymore.

I went on holiday, I moved house, I attended a bunch of events, I met up with friends, I spread myself too thin. And because I was already determined that no matter how busy I was, I would never stop blogging daily over on my lifestyle blog – so unfortunately – fitness seemed to be the first thing to go.

I’ve gained about half a stone, my running has slowed and I can’t lift as heavy weights.

I feel like utter shit.

I’d be lying if I said that this was the only reason for me feeling so unmotivated about my life – but it’s one of the main things. It’s also one of the FEW things that are COMPLETELY within my grasp to get right.

So – I’m going to pick myself and get a grip. Even though I have another busy week ahead – I need to cut down on drinking, eat better, exercise when I can and get rid of this 7 pounds that’s weighing me down.

That’s my plan.

Help.